Summer is a fun time for kids. There is no school and parents do whatever they can to keep their kids busy, which includes vacations and lots of fun activities. Now, here we are a month into this summer. Independence Day is upon us. If someone were to ask my kids how their summer has gone so far, would they be satisfied? Would they be pleased? Or, would they just have a long list of things we haven't done yet? And, most importantly, would my soon-to-be-kindergartener be happy with how her last summer as a little girl is going?
I hate to say it, but with the attitude my 5 year old has been sporting lately, I'd have to say that she would just have a long list of things yet to do this summer. I know she has been having fun. She's enjoyed our adventures so far, although she complains every day we have a "normal" day. How did my sweet little girl become the one who always needs more? What did I do to teach her that it is okay to always whine and complain about things? I thought I did a better job of showing gratitude for what I had and never showing any need for anything else. I have never shown her that I want anything more than I have. So where did she get this from?
And then there is my 2 year old. He is happy just visiting the library or going to see his best friends Maddy-Sebastian-Zach. He asks for the "normal" days of going to the YMCA and the grocery store.
So, there is 6 weeks of summer left. I'm taking the kids on an adventure in a new state for a week. I hope to take them to all the places that I promised before the start of the year. My big girl has two more summer camps, one where she will put on the play, Mary Poppins. I want to take her to the zoo, since she still hasn't been. I want to take her to Kiddie Park, since she still hasn't been. I want to take both of them to Morgan's Wonderland, since none of us have been yet.
I didn't want to cram too much into this summer. I wanted to just cuddle with my big girl and little boy. But, more and more keeps coming up. And, now, with it almost half done, I feel like there is too much left to do and not enough time to do it in. So, will I let her down? Will she remember her last summer before school as the one where her Mother didn't give her everything she promised? Or, when she looks back, will she remember how hard I tried to give her as many memories as I good?
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