Fed up!

I am so fed up with feeling terrible. I would like to just have a few minutes where I don’t feel complete and total crap.  My poor daughter’s favorite thing to ask me now is “Mommy, does your tummy hurt?”

I am also fed up some people around me.  Don’t get me wrong, there are some very wonderful, helpful, and supportive people in my life.  But, there are a few who have me up at night wondering how things can be different. How can some people be so completely selfish and rude?!

I would love to cut out all rude and negative people from my life.  Can I do that?  Is it really an achievable goal?  Unfortunately, it is not.  So, I’m looking for ideas from my friends and fans.  When I’m already down and out, how do I co-exist in a world where these negative people play such a big role in my life?

On a more positive note:  My daughter is wonderful.  She is a stinker, and she’s taking advantage of me not feeling well. She’s testing to see what she can get away with. But, she’s 2, and that is to be expected. She’s also learning so much.  She can identify almost all of her letters and 0-9 of her numbers.  She knows about a quarter of the sounds the letters make too.  I am amazed by her every day. I don’t think I’ve ever seen such a smart girl.  I’m going to Michigan in a couple of weeks, and I’m going to check my baby book to see how far ahead of me she was.